She is who?

Every song that plays, every place I go, it all reminds me of you. With each passing day, the ache of missing you grows stronger, like a constant pull at my heart. I wonder if you feel it too, or if it's just me, caught in this space of longing. Everywhere I look, I see traces of you.. Your presence lingers in everything. Even the lavender tissue I bought just a few days ago smells like your shirt, and I can’t shake it. I miss you more than words can express. I hope, wherever you are, you’re doing okay. But here, it’s hard not to feel like a part of me is missing.

A year ago, I was navigating through some of the toughest times of my life struggling with my bank account, battling various commitments, and questioning where my future was headed. But this year has been nothing short of miraculous. Among the many blessings that have come my way, the biggest has been my job. At just 26, I never imagined I’d be in a position to earn this much, let alone secure a permanent role that I could rely on. It's humbling, honestly, to reflect on how far I've come. I can only hope this job continues to be a source of stability and fulfillment in my life. It feels like a dream, and I’m so grateful for the opportunities that have come my way. Here’s to new beginnings, growth, and the promise of a brighter future.

Dear Love,  I know I wasn’t the person you hoped I would be. I know I hurt you with my anger, my walls, and my toxicity. I was broken, and I took it out on the one person who tried to love me the hardest. I can never truly take back the things I said or the hurt I caused, and for that, I am so deeply sorry. I see it now, clearer than I ever did before the pain I brought into our lives, the way I let my rage dictate everything. But, somehow, you loved me anyway. And it was that your love, patience, your kindness that made me realize how far I had fallen. This breakup, as agonizing as it has been, is the painful clarity I needed. It’s in this space, this raw and empty space without you, that I’m learning to breathe again. I’m learning to be calm, to find peace within myself where there used to be nothing but now with goals. I’m learning what it means to love without anger, without the need to control, without expecting anything in return. You’ve shown me what real love is.. not the k...